Monday, January 5, 2009

i want you love you need you

I miss everything about you. the sad thing is i don't remember you either. I blocked you out after you said those things to me. I made myself forget you. I threw away anything i had that made me think of you. now i'm left with barely a memory of your sweet kisses. I want to feel you touching me. I want to feel you kiss my body. I'd give anything to feel you next to me right now. i'd give anything to be able to tell you this. I love you.



xo
ol

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Resolutions

1. Be more positive about things- smile more & give more hugs.


2. Exercise 3 or 4 times a week, even if that means getting a workout dvd


3. Sell myself- meaning, really get into my interviews and tell them what I have to offer...(been working on thinking up all that too)


4. Spend less time on my computer and more time reading - and read books too, not just magazines. I also want to start reading some fiction (and no more collections notices from the library! lol)


5. Eat better- I want to get rid of all mac n cheese and boxed dinners. I want to plan out healthy food and freeze meals ahead of time so I don't slip and make junk when I'm exhausted! This also means no soda or Starbucks for me.



Wish me luck!!!


xo
ol