Who's a dumb bitch? I am. Who is so completely retarded as fuck they don't pay attention to their actions and how they affect others? I am. I don't think actions thru too much....I tend to be pretty impulsive with things I do and say. That is a bad fucking thing. Leads me to fuck things up for myself as well as those I care about and know.
People think I play games with them? What games? What am I doing? I'm so oblivious to my own actions I dont even realize how I manipulate people to get them to do what I want or act how I want. what the fuck.
How do you even go about changing that and growing the fuck up. where do i go from here? How do you turn into a real, effective adult while acting like a child and having the mindset of an idiot.
Tell me now. I want to know. What must I think or do to become real and honest and not full of shit. Please
xo
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