dumped

there was no spark. it wasnt that great. he just had all the appearances and all the pieces fit together. it wasn't spectacular and obviously it wasnt meant to be. im still looking for my prince to sweep me off my feet. i doubt it will ever happen. but i wonder how many guys left until i find the right one....hmmmmm

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am i beautiful?

i finally found someone who I care about...who I think cares about me too. the only thing that bugs me is that i dont think he's very attracted to me. i mean i know all guys are attracted to naked women and boobs....so whatever....but other than that....i dont think im his type. i just want him to think im beautiful. I just dont get that vibe from him...and it makes me sad.

i just texted him that i wondered if he was attracted to me....i wish i hadnt. i mean being insecure sucks...but i dont think i want to know the truth. and what if he realizes that he doesn't want to date me anymore. fuck.....

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