When you say nothing at all.

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word, you can light up the dark
Try as I may I could never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
A touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall
Yeah, you say it best, when you say nothing at all.

...

Ah one of my favorite love songs. It's not quite like that yet.....but it's still pretty damn amazing. I can tell he's falling for me more....or maybe getting confused as to why I'm in love with him....he has asked several times why I'm so nice to him. I can't help it. I'm in love with him....so naturally I want to take care of him and love on him and make him happy.

He's always asking, why are you staring at me? I always tell him it's nothing...but really I'm admiring his soft brown skin and wanting him to wrap his arms around me and kiss me silly. I want nothing better than to cuddle and makeout for like an hour. mmmm that would be so nice. Maybe I'll get some extra loving with valentines and my birthday around the corner??? hmmmm never can tell.

Anyway....I'm trying to post more on here....being inspired by family and friends with their blogs.....

until next time...


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a new one

so as I look thru my posts I know I've talked about a bunch of guys....but here I am again...on another one. I think we're at the point where we're an actual couple...thus I write about it on here. it's been 3 months. I havent acually been in a relationship for almost a year now....so it's good. I'm almost 24....my life is still up in the air and crazy....but I met someone again that I think i've fallen in love with. he claims that isnt the case...but how can he know. does make me wonder tho...anyway....yeah...going to try and write more frequently on here...sister inspiring me and all...we'll see how that goes..


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I love you?

How is I love you an insult? How can it be so offensive. I don't get it. I love you I love you I love you. guess you'll just have to deal with it andrew.

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