Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Whatever

I think im doomed to be single for the rest of my life. I think I was fooling myself about d....and yeah. I can't do it anymore. there's just no way. We're not on the same page. I care and he doesn't want me to at all. at allllll. fuck it.

I'm a good catch. Yeah, I have my personality flaws....but who doesn't. I think my biggest problem is fat girl syndrome...it's when you're fat and no one hits on you or anything. it's called...when you're fat you have to have a better personality because there aren't those killer looks to get attention for you.

I wonder when I'll find that person. I wonder how it will work into my life. Ill be busy for the next couple years if i get into that msters prog...anyway...nothing else to say....

but...

i give up on d. no more hoping, obsessing, crazy talk...im moving on.

xo
ol

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