welllll i don't think I'll ever be fully over d. I still want him. I've been thinking about him more lately....i had blocked him out for a while...but emailing him lately has got me all opened up again. I put together a package that i'm going to try and send out tomorrow. Hopefullly he likes most of what's in it. He wouldn't tell me what to send him so i had to research and guess....kinda a pain....ugh.
met a new guy this weekend. He's really sweet. ....but he's just no d. on one else comes close.....ugh. I think I'm going to see if it'll work out. if it doesn't....i'm not going to try anymore....I'll wait til d gets home and pounce on him.....very carefully so he doesn't even know its happening....i really want to make him want me as much as i want him...bc this whole one sided love thing is not cool.
xo
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