I don't know why I just put myself out there. Why do I want to be loved so much that I give myself so easily and free?? I can't do it anymore. I feel so hurt. It makes me feel like I'm worthless and unwanted. not good enough for anything but sex. I need emotion. affection. etc.
I don't know if it's possible for me. I want to love but love is so elusive. It doesn't want me to find it. I keep learning, but I also keep crashing and burning. I feel like I'm diminishing my spirit as I keep this up.
I want to express myself but I've lost the capability to show. I think in music but have no way to share it.
perhaps I just feel this because of lack of sleep. Potentially it could be that I've started listening to my head. I doubt that will ever happen. I'll always be lead by my emotions. I just long to find someone that wants to be with me emotionally, physically, etc just as much as I want to be with him and visa versa.
Soulmate:
Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find
Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone
Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment