Wednesday, June 25, 2008

today

well I'm still here by myself. dont have a fucking bit of hope that he still likes me....i probably scared him away. anyway im depressed and lonely. i basically want to die. ok bye now
xo
ol

3 comments:

Big Dave said...

Okay, ol, I am going to take the opportunity to be the first commentator on your blog. Here are two things:
1.) I know you want people that you don't know to read your thoughts (I read your comment on someone else's blog) so I thought I'd let you know that me, someone that you don't know who lives in a different state in a different time zone is reading your blog. So you are doing something right just by getting your name out there into the blogosphere.
2.) I am glad to hear that you had a good first date. I have been in your shoes before, and I have been in his. I know what it's like to feel depressed and lonely. I do almost every day of my life. But I've got to tell you this: you came on too strong dear. too many texts, too much jumping in with both feet. Plus, he's going to be leaving in 3 months, what do you think the odds are that he is looking for a relationship? Eh, maybe I am just bitter. I'm sorry. I hope you get your hot boy. Good luck and I hope you get better news in the morning. :)

Kelly said...

ps its 2 weeks not 3 mos....:(

Big Dave said...

Hmmm...yeah, That sucks. Sorry to hear that.